Sunday, August 29, 2010

The First Job - By the water cooler Contest!

Submitting this one for "By the water cooler contest " at Parul's who is an extremely clever writer and author of the hilarious " Bringing up Vasu". By the water cooler is her second book , of which i hope to get an autographed copy!


Edited to add : I won the contest and have recieved Parul's book!!!


The slight drizzle is a misty shroud over the road that stretches to the end of the horizon. Shades of green spill over to the sidewalks, tiny droplets of rain dangling dangerously from the tips of the leaves. A tall minaret piercing the abundant blue sky languishes in the mid-morning shower.  A lone girl teeter s slightly as the wind snatches her colorful umbrella.  My eyes glaze over as I gaze out through the glass wall, reveling in the sudden moment of quiet as the clutter of thoughts in my mind pause for a second.

The office with its with its plain white walls, huge windows with cane curtains,  the quiet wooden furniture and the  whirring of the fan above , seemed weirdly familiar as I walked in first, a strange flutter in my heart that hung between nervousness and excitement .

It seemed like yesterday that I stood amidst the miling crowd in the colorful campus, wondering if I’d ever fit in among the confident, careless pack whom I eyed with genuine admiration.  Time was a blur and I transformed from the innocent and gentle eighteen year old into a stubborn, arrogant and most irritatingly smug twenty two year old that I am now.

Yet, as I stood at the door of the busy design studio, life came to a full circle again. I looked at the busy architects, the bright computer screens and the bustling efficiency, and felt the familiar pang. I wondered if I was truly the missing the  piece in this puzzle.  Would I fit in?

I was shown to the workstation at the far end of the studio, right next to glass wall that looked out at the road below.  The view that was soon to be my refuge and a source of endless fascination in the days to come. The long road to which I would ask directions, to which I would speak my fears and which would calm me with its almost mystical silence.

I am slowly getting to know the people that create harmony within the bustle.  From the sarcasm of a good humored cynic to the deep silence of a thoughtful mind, my colleagues fascinate me.  The work, unlike anything that I have seen in college, baffles me. Most often, I am left most helpless with a bruised ego and a new challenge.

Perhaps it is only well, that my edges are smoothened, for only smooth pieces fit in perfectly.  Maybe the magic wand of time will transform me again, for I realize that the only antidote to the craftiness of the world around is wisdom.  And just maybe, I will turn into the graceful, sophisticated lady that my ideal life plan intended me to be.

For now, I will just gaze out at this road for a little longer and learn the ways of reality.

And in real life, caterpillars always turn into butterflies.


17 comments:

ironmonkey said...

me the first, congrats!

Aman said...

that is such a sweet post..

congrats :) and best of luck!

anilkurup said...

That was a poetry in the form of prose. Well written young friend.
If it is you, you wrote about, go ahead with confidence. And at the twilight times you must be able to look back with mirth and satisfaction and say well that was "a hell of a life".
Good luck.

Balachandran V said...

On your way into the journey of life, R! There will be smooth, fast stretches, then potholes and bumps, twists and turns, inclines and declines ahead. The world awaits you. Play your role to the hilt! Good Luck! :)

bondgal_rulz said...

"reveling in the sudden moment of quiet as the clutter of thoughts in my mind pause for a moment....


And in real life, caterpillars always turn into butterflies."

LOVED these lines!!!

and we have similar ideal life plans..hehe

Beautifull written is an understatement.

Cheers

sujata said...

Good luck and a super post. Do your bit, have fun and keep learning!!

Gymnast said...

@ IM

Thank you !

@ Aman

Thank you , and yes , luck seems to be a grossly missing commodity in these parts. Send some my way!

@ Anil Sir

Yes , this is about me. Yes , yes , all for that final twilight-type satisfaction. ;-)

@ Mr B

And nothing , not one of those come after a warning. Life!!

@ Bondgal

Thank you .. you are too generous with your compliments.

As for the ideal life plan...sigh!!!

@ Sujata

Thank you!

Pesto Sauce said...

First job is always memorable, you written this piece like a poem

The Holy Lama said...

No puzzles left incomplete. You fit in perfectly and we wish to see the butterfly eveal beauty soon. May you be blessed with good work environment and challenges.

manoranjini said...

Absolutely lovely post.Always such a pleasure to read your poetic thoughts.Congrats and do well!

inmylineofsight.com said...

congrats on ur new job.. :)

ajay said...

Congrats! A new beginning - new place, new people and lots of things to learn. Enjoy the journey. And a very well written piece. I hope you give more time to writing. It sure deserves from you :)

Destiny's child... said...

Firstly, congrats on your first job!
You painted a lovely picture with your words. I don't know when you will call yourself the graceful, sophisticated lady you want to be, but this piece of writing just shows you as one. :)
Good luck!

Jyothi said...

That was just BEAUTIFUL!!! Congrats on your first job. Hope your realities are far more better than your dreams ever were. Good Luck!

in-dividual said...

Suffused with hope, optimism and earnestness. Congratulations and good luck! How come it is less dramatic than I thought it should be ;) lol

rajani said...

Reading this post was like joy in verse..thank you for brightening up my day rin..keep it coming and i know ur going to be amazing at the job..

dipali said...

Truly poetic! Lovely post.